Have you ever read something that killed you inside? Like, text message or someone's status. Or maybe someone's picture. Everything was going fine until you accidentally came across something you didn't want to read. Or you found out something you were better off not knowing. It's almost as if it was posted just to purposely hurt you. But you continue to read it over and over again to torture yourself.
And I stare at it for a long time and let the negative vibe creeps into my mind. This is what I fear the most. And I let this fear consumes me and hurts me and tears me down because I just don't know how to compete...