Cruelly Funny (What the Heck with My Choosen Words?)

I think it's a funny thing. Yesterday I FINALLY met my high school crush. The one I told you before. And fate had been really in my side :'D *note the sarcasm* You know, you always want to impress the one you love. Nice clothes, nice hair, nice everything. You want to look best!

However, yesterday, I was a mess. It was one of those days when I feel no intention to dress up. Because I felt so depressed. Being in college, with a bunch of homeworks, the insomnia thing this lately and everything. How cruel the fate to choose yesterday as the day I met him? how cruel how cruel how cruel is that????? You probably say that I just have to show my true self. But is it wrong that I want to look well.. better when I met him?

By the way, yesterday I also FINALLY hit the mall. Even with the messy look and weird stare wherever I go :D I didn't buy anything though (TOTALLY LIE!!) hahah.. I bought a handbag alright. It's a simple handbag from ZARA for me to go to campus.

The fact is I have a bad habit. Whenever I want to buy items for going to campus (bag, shoes, clothes), I end up buying something I don't really need. A pair of heels (for going to campus, seriously? Yes I am), a clutch (the one that will never ever fit with my textbook) and else.

ps: I might not post my fashion diary for a while. But of course I will keep blogging to share my personal life and thoughts or maybe some whislist.