I'M BACK!

I'm back y'all!! Three f*cking years since my last blog post. You might not notice but someone stole my domain around 2 years ago and connected it to their shop. I was quite devastated at that time and I lost interest in updating my blog since then.

How are you guys doing? Pandemic is finally over and I believe we all start reclaiming our old life anymore, how is it going so far? I was finally opened my very first bakery outlet at the beginning of the year and it's been so busy. Life is good for me I suppose.

Oh right, last year I got Bell's Palsy for the second time and had to visit local hospital back and forth for like 6 months. But it's alright now Alhamdulillah. I feel like finally able to write diary again now that I return to blog.

Oh oh and I got tickets for Taylor Swift The Eras Tour in Singapore!! The ticket war was brutal and stressful and I just couldn't believe my luck that I managed to secure 3 tickets when my queue number was 2.4 mio. I guess it just meant to be, don't you think? I'm gonna see Taylor Swift next year!

I know there are like seven months before the actual concert but I think it's not to soon to start thinking about the concert outfit right? I'm thinking about going with Lovers Era outfit because I'd love to wear shiny sparkly sequin dress but Folklore Era outfit is easier to do since it's just earthy toned casual outfit. Sequin dress will not suitable for daily use and I'm pretty sure I would want to wear another outfit if I had the chance to go to any other Taylor Swift's tours later on. Maybe I should go on with Midnight Era outfit instead?

While you're here, don't forget to checkout mother's new MV, I Can See You (Taylor's Version) (from the vault) and stream Speak Now Taylor Version on Spotify hehe. See you in my next actual post!

Self re-Discovery

First of all, Happy Eid Mubarak to everyone who celebrates - myself included. If it's so hard to do  it before, let this day be the day for you to let go and forgive others but remember to not exclude yourself to receive some forgiveness too. Forgive yourself first, love yourself first. It's also been more than two months for me staying at home. Bored? Obviously. Anxious? No doubt. But strangely speaking, I feel content too. My guess, I've been dealing with it one step at a time and I can finally able to see the end of it. Peace. The anxiety comes back once in awhile but I no longer feel the need to fight back, so I accept it. And it's gone sooner than I thought it would.

I've been skipping Corona virus updates for awhile to ease my anxiety

I know some of you probably feel the same. At the first phase of quarantine - mid March, I also felt like I'm losing some sense in me. The feeling of -'few seconds more than this, I'm gonna lose it' constantly reached my mind. No amount of video calls could help. I wanted to go out, but going out made me dizzy. I treated everyone like a carrier even my family members. I spent a crazy ton of time scrolling through e-commerces and a crazy ton more of money to redecorate my room. Just for the sake of 'I'm doing everything I could to stay sane!'

Social Distance?

Basically, social distance means staying away from the crowd. Staying at home, doesn't go to work (for some people), doesn't go to the mall, doesn't meet with friends, doesn't go anywhere. It's highly suggested due to the outbreak of Coronavirus since between December last year till the beginning of 2020. Some people do meditating, spent time with family, but somehow here in my country, people use this 'lockdown' to go on vacation, like seriously?

The purpose of schools being locked down is to prevent the virus from spreading rapidly. We all know the spreading will be multiple times faster in a crowded place, yet people think schools being locked down means it's time to go on vacation. Help me I'm going insane with what are those people thinking.

Despite people being confused, anxious, or even bored during this social distance because they can't do anything they used to do, it doesn't really affect my life too much. Since I own a business and most of the time I work from home, it's just feel like another day to me. I regularly visit some malls in my free time and now I can't go to the mall, yes, but I don't usually buy anything when I go to the mall. I love online shopping instead. But I know some of you might feel a little bit shook up with this change of routine and don't know what to do at home during the lockdown so here's some things you still can do at home:

Bangkok Trip (Part 2): My Itinerary

Kalo kalian tanya aku ke mana aja? Jujur tempat aku lebih banyak menghabiskan waktu duduk-duduk di cafe, atau makan chicken skewer di pinggir jalan, atau keluar masuk toko lucu. Eh tapi jangan salah! Tentu saja aku juga menyempatkan diri mengunjungi tempat-tempat yang ikonik bagi turis. Jadi postingan kali ini aku akan beberkan tempat mana aja yang aku kunjungi kemarin. Aku mulai dari tempat-tempat ikoniknya dulu ya. Baru setelah itu cafe dan toko-toko lucu yang kukunjungi.

Daddy and The Muscle Academy

Staycation: Josh Hotel Bangkok

     Yass! I've been wanting to write about Josh Hotel before I even went there. To be honest, Josh Hotel might be the most expensive hotel I stayed in when I travel aboard. I mean, I rarely had a vacation  that took less than three nights so might as well staying in a budget room because I probably gonna be busy to explore the city anyway. But this hotel has been appearing in my Instagram's explore tabs for awhile and I got curious, hence the decision to give it a try.